These gatherings revealed to me a form of freedom that does not seek forgiveness. No one there demands that you explain yourself or shrink to fit. Every expression of the shadow self is seen as a kind of poetic performance. And that is precisely what religion and mainstream society fail to hold—the radical acceptance and celebration of human complexity.
In spaces like these, I discovered a new aesthetic language—a beauty that rises from the underground, from the rawest interior depths. A beauty that does not need light in order to bloom.
Your visual symbols — the veil, the axe, the gaze — don’t just dress the figure, they charge it with mythic weight. How do you approach styling not just as aesthetic, but as a ritual act — a way to clothe narrative, belief, even vengeance?
Styling as invocation, not adornment, but transformation. The veil conceals, yet reveals. The axe signifies both wound and power. And the gaze—it is a silent proclamation of sovereignty. These symbols turn the body into a vessel of narrative, allowing unnamed emotions to pierce through reality to be seen, to be felt, even to be revered. When a garment becomes ritual, it ceases to be a mere composition of materials; it becomes the embodiment of belief. To wear it is to step into a rebirth of identity—an act of quiet, yet resolute defiance.
The figures in your series are unbound by history — part fallen angel, part ritual guide. They feel like the gods we need, but haven’t yet named. Who are these women to you?
They are the embodiment of my experience and realization—figures forged in the crucible of pain and longing. They do not belong to history; they emerge from the fractures of memory and the depths of dream. They are deities I have sculpted for myself—entities that transcend fear, shame, and silence. They represent an idealized feminine divinity—both tender and unflinching, both fallen and awakened. They are not objects of worship, but forces to be summoned. They are vessels into which both I and the viewer may cast our own reflections—a nameless yet ever-present sanctuary.
Where does eroticism live in this project — and how does it intersect with the demonic, the divine, the dangerous?
Desire, in this context, is not a shadowed force that drags us downward. It is something perceptible, something that can be guided—perhaps not owned, but understood and wielded. The women in my work are never passive. They are not objects of observation. They are the authors of desire, the ones who sculpt it, reframe it, and define its trajectory.
Two of the tops in this collection are born from black lace and sheer mesh lingerie—garments once designed to rest intimately against the skin, speaking in the language of secrecy and closeness. I dismantled them. I reassembled them into ritualistic armor. No longer instruments for external gaze, they now invoke a force from within—a sacred strength that flickers between vulnerability and volition.
When the male demon—emblem of desire—kneels, the hierarchy is undone. Desire no longer reigns above us. It becomes a function of consciousness, a sharpened tool of the mind. This is not about absolute control, but about awareness—a lucid sovereignty that remains vigilant in the dark.
This is not a repudiation of men. It is a rearticulation of desire itself. The woman is no longer the vessel. She is the one who invents the grammar, rewrites the structure, and reclaims both power and selfhood.